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okay so apparently this happy gift i made for a friend didn’t satisfy me and make me feel better with all this shit going through my head… so, i figured this’ll help, and it did. it finally made me break all this stress i was building up and now there are a bunch of tears on my tablet, but that don’t really matter.

in deeper perspective, uh, in public when my family calls me she so carelessly (even though i specifically tried to tell them so many times) it’s the most uncomfortable experience. i feel so nervous/scared/angry because then i get stares, and i have this huge fear i’m going to die at such a young age because of transphobia. and my parents carelessly revealing my gender could end up getting me killed… i’m terrified. It isn’t helping that the average lifespan for a trans folk is around 30 years. (Note; blue words are mine, the red words are opposing folks, and the pink splatters and words have to do with having she pronouns thrown on me)

god, so much shit is going through my head tbh, and i draw better stuff when i'm sad for some reason
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Stay strong, guy. And stay alert, go with your gut if something seems dangerous, and hopefully you'll be alright.